Well it has been awhile since I posted-things have been and are pretty crazy. So, let’s see-just over two weeks ago I had emergency gallblatter surgery-that was just what I needed right now. Being inpatient at Hoag was hard, I have been there so many times with Robby. In case I didn’t remember an endless number of doctors, nurses and staff remembered me and asked how Robby was doing. I am still having pain because I am overdoing.
Sabrina and I attended a Celebration of Life Candlelight Rememberance Service at Westminster Memorial Park where Robby’s ashes are interned. It was emotional, painful and yet beautiful.
The reason I am overdoing is the deadline to have the house ready to sell is the end of this month. I can’t believe this is happening-I don’t want to move now but I haven’t found a job yet, so…. I feel like I’m going to lose another connection to Robby and even Robert-this is the last place we lived together. So I am still hoping that a job comes through in time, but it doesn’t look good.
Winding it’s way through everything is Christmas. I tried to hide from it or ignore it, it’s here. I put the tree up since this maybe the last Christmas in this house-that was painful.
On a more pleasant note I was invited to a nurse pinning ceremony by Marisol who was one of my son’s nurses. She graduated as an RN, BSN, PHN from Azusa Pacific University, so I drove to Azusa…..that was a long drive!!!