Well it has been awhile since I posted-things have been and are pretty crazy.  So, let’s see-just over two weeks ago I had emergency gallblatter surgery-that was just what I needed right now.  Being inpatient at Hoag was hard, I have been there so many times with Robby.  In case I didn’t remember an endless number of doctors, nurses and staff remembered me and asked how Robby was doing.   I am still having pain because I am overdoing.

Sabrina and I attended a Celebration of Life Candlelight Rememberance Service at Westminster Memorial Park where Robby’s ashes are interned.  It was emotional, painful and yet beautiful.

The reason I am overdoing is the deadline to have the house ready to sell is the end of this month.  I can’t believe this is happening-I don’t want to move now but I haven’t found a job yet, so….  I feel like I’m going to lose another connection to Robby and even Robert-this is the last place we lived together.  So I am still hoping that a job comes through in time, but it doesn’t look good.

Winding it’s way through everything is Christmas.  I tried to hide from it or ignore it, it’s here.   I put the tree up since this maybe the last Christmas in this house-that was painful.

On a more pleasant note I was invited to a nurse pinning ceremony by Marisol who was one of my son’s nurses.  She graduated as an RN, BSN, PHN from Azusa Pacific University, so I drove to Azusa…..that was a long drive!!!